Glyphosate Pathways to Modern Diseases: Celiac, B12 Deficiency, Gluten Intolerance

What the government and Bayer – Monsanto has known all along about about the horrific effects of glyphosate or Round Up!

This post is to unpack an abstract from a government website they hope the masses never notice and won’t read.

I found the information laid out on this government site incredibly incriminating of our government and one of its major owners: Bayer – Monsanto.

It outlines very specific known damaging effects glyphosate is scientifically proven to do to our bodies and many other animals and plants.

My hope is that you will take this deep dive and come out much more lucidly equipped to deal with companies and governments that see it as ok to do what your about to realize to us.

How to get the most out of the page presented at the bottom of this post:

In most browsers you can highlight a word or group of words then right click if your on a laptop or desktop or with most Smart Phones press the word or first word of set of words you want to look up the meaning to and a submenu will appear with a clickable category to have your browser go out on the web and look for that topic and or its meaning.

This will open up new tabs or in some browsers tiny windows on top of what you’ve highlighted to the meaning of what you want a deeper understanding of the meaning of.

In this abstract, you may come upon words pointing towards biological processes, biochemical combinations of substances your body has manufactured out of what you’ve eaten, drank, inhaled, absorbed through your skin, and even been injected into your body.

The article will reference genetic connections, medical terminology and conditions, and many other terms hidden from most of the population in ordinary education on how to live a responsible and awakened life of your own choosing

I feel its important for every human to have the opportunity presented to them to understand as clearly as possible just what kind of war against our own lives we live in and give practical strategies and pathways to both fight back and find refuge out of it.

Technology was originally to aid us in getting more done, more efficiently than our physical bodies alone are equipped for.

In this season of humanity it’s been hijacked to exploit humans for dark motives like greed and manipulating populations viability to respond from vitality against those who claim to be looking after our best interest yet know that their offerings are doing us harm and even killing vast amounts of us.

The page you’re about to open will be lengthy and your temptation will be to close out of the abstract.

Understand that this feeling is a side effect of the assault upon your life! A kind of a biochemical PTSD like reaction those behind what this abstract exposes want and expect you to do.

They want you to give up.

They want you to not fully realize what they are doing to you.

They want you to be a good little Factory Farmed Human so they can go on exploiting you until you die and they feel they’ve extracted all that was useful to them out of you: money they can further invest in even more potent technologies to do even more damage and carnage to your children and any others who survive your lifespan.

Instead, I recommend that you get someplace quiet with perhaps your favorite cup of warm beverage. Mine is Celestial Seasonings Lemon Zinger tea with half of an organic lemon squeezed and soaked in it.

As you explore the meaning of words and phrases you don’t feel you have enough or any understanding of, take reflective breaks to allow your mind and heart to chew and digest what you’ve just realized or expanded into.

Feasting upon the realizations this read will undoubtedly trigger will grow your mind to embrace more of the larger picture your soul has been trying to bring you to all along.

Patterns will emerge.

New visions will be born.

New under and inner standings will flash within as “Mind Pictures”.

You will get mad… Pissed off!

Remember this: Consciousness is the Beginning of Healing.

Never look away, distract your focus or seek to numb out when your soul brings you to expanded views of what it wants you to realize “See with your Real Eyes”

Your realization of the criminal energy behind much of the commerce and politics of our times will become much more self evident and with that, your power to perceive better ways to cope with it will emerge also.

Within this blog, in other post and pages you will find insights to how to undo the damages done to your “Space Suit for Doing Live On Earth” – Your body. How to pull back a ton of this pathological system of things stolen energy you’ve been conned into giving it and make it really hard to impossible for it to ever be able to exploit and disempower you ever again.

Votre Santé. – To Your Health

Let’s go….

Click here: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3945755/?fbclid=IwAR1EaMl9-Vc6JNvxssh1NapqW0tKtkpJ8Y1zBgShkaBjImzOXMQ6OFATVXQ

Erskien Lenier

Bringer of Light and Self Determination

INFP Know Thyself!

None of us grow up being formally taught who and what we actually are as unique spirits trying to walk out a human life.


I was introduced to a method of stripping away all the baggage that gets overlayed over our original indigenous – authentic personalities as it exist right now under a lifetime of garbage acquired along the way to right this moment.

If you come from or have been exposed a multi kid family you already see that every one seems to perceive, express and cope differently based on some kind of innate or born with inner software or more accurately unique genetic tendency to be their own truly unique self.

Along the path to breaking a childs original and unique spirit, our supposed civilization tries to reprogram, suppress, beat, threaten, guilt, shame, punish out of us our original creative, question everything, laugh for no reason, live in the moment, love every one spirit.

I’ve got news for you…. That original YOU is not gone! Was not destroyed! Was never Colonized or Tamed! It’s just been covered over by piles of other peoples “Dirty Laundry” dumped on your unique and cozy bed!

Many years ago I intentionally began a quest to “decolonize” myself as I realized I did not fit what anyone expected of me and had no innate volition to even seek to comply or find emotional energy in the idea of such.

This told me that even though I’d fought to not swallow any of the BS society and those that influenced my upbringing in suppressive, non-empathic ways, I realized something had gotten in me and all over me that I couldn’t see in the mirror on the wall or even self reflectively.

I took what I thought were deep dives into many self development programs and forms of self exploration and analysis. I did manage to identify a lot of dysfunctional shadow like programs, beliefs, memories and triggered events that I was fortunate to also get to defuse or disable using various techniques.

All the above was very healing but it left me still unable to clearly see just what and who I am as personage….

Then a hand full of years ago I was exposed to a kind of online testing called a Meyers – Briggs Type Indicator test.

What I found really fascinating was its premise that the type of questions it would ask me to answer were on purpose designed to peel way or bypass all my biases and any remnants of “baggage” that might “color my views” about myself and present me with a very accurate and detailed description of myself as it I was able to extract out of my body my own spirit without this lifetimes scars and look at it as it has always been. Pure, pristine, unique, creative, empathic, perceptive, silent, visionary, and filled with love and very deep feelings.

My aim with this page is to help you come to love and appreciate the REAL YOU as deeply as you have deserved all your life.

Once you truly know the real you deeply, no one can use any belief, behavior, history, or any other projection against you because you will in your soul know the feeling of what they are doing is not about you and is just a distractive projection for them.

Once we know our own unique beauty and inner super powers, it’s also natural to feel appropriate and easy to set up proper boundaries that keep out those who bring vibe lowering projections your way and for us to “Level Up” and bring, invite and support those who are truly a complement or match to what and who we are as Spiritual Beings Having a Human Experience.

One more caveat before I send you to the sites below: Once you open each of the sites below find the area near or at the top of the front page to create your own User Name and Password so the site will save not just the results of your test for future referencing but how it arrived at your results.

Everyone will be amazed at what they learn about themselves in this first exposure and experience however I promise you that the information your realize or see with your “Real Eyez” or Inner Eye – hint hint – Spirit is over time going to automatically in the background of your daily life continue to “Decolonize Your Mind” and you’ll come back and look, reread your results in the months and years ahead and watch holographically alive new information jump out of the exact same information you will look at today and wonder “How is this possible?”

Think of a budding rose…. Only the innate intelligence at the center of that rose knows which petal should open in which sequence and over what period of time, and which rain storms and which sunny days to make it it’s own unique perfect rose amongst a rose bush or even garden of perfect roses.

Think of what you’re about to learn as that “Innate Intelligence” that’s been guiding your unfoldment since perhaps before you were conceived… and will be with you one day when you transition from being done with being a human rose!

OK, now go exploring… and one more thing… These test are free. The sites will offer you the opportunity either before or after you take them to invest about $20 to get an even deeper dive or more elaborate break out of your personality type test. I initially got the free version but being the ever curious spirit that I am, I did come back and get the upgraded version (which is another reason you want the sites to save your initial results so you don’t have take the test again so the system can generate your super deep dive version – and it will save those results too!

OK, again go have fun and do come back and use the Contact Me box on this blog to share your outcome. We INFP’s treasure getting to know “The Real You” as much you will.

Authenticity and Indigeneity is where healthy and respectful friendships grow.

One more useful tip: Once you’ve taken the test and its given you your “Type” as a 4 letter acronym like mine which is INFP, take your’s and # tag it EX: #INFP and search all your social networks for it. Also use the search windows of each social network and just search without the # tag. It was in doing this that I began to realize that even though only about 2% of the males that have ever taken these test show up as INFP’s that I was not the only one! That there were lots of others all over this beautiful planet that had the same or similar preferences, values, communication style, creative expressions, perceptual abilities and all the other uniquely beautiful and amazing qualities my personality type naturally is. I found this very helpful in solidifying my desire to let go of all that was not apart of my original – indigenous personality. Super Healing!


Here’s a link for 16Personalities.com test:

https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test


Here is a link to my outcome as an INFP:

https://www.16personalities.com/infp-personality


Here’s another of my favorite test sites:

https://www.truity.com


And my INFP profile according to them:

https://www.truity.com/personality-type/INFP



Erskien Lenier

INFP Barefoot Land Surfing Professional

Is Uforia Science DNA Testing For Healthy Aging Real?

The Uforia Science home DNA testing seems to be catching the attention of the other branches of the genetics community, health professionals, the media and consumers.

The cost of DNA testing has fallen!

What used to cost thousands of dollars can now be reliably done for a couple of hundred dollars or less, and the range of gene segments or variants has increased.

Given the amount of media interest in Uforia Science DNA testing, it is not surprising that consumers want to know more about how patterns that run in family trees could be playing out in themselves despite otherwise healthy lifestyle efforts.

Can DNA testing lead to useful and understandable information you can benefit from and open doors to turning on health protecting – health building gene segments and turning off liabilities that might be at play? 

Is DNA insights and support a bunch of hocus-pocus designed to separate the gullible from their hard-earned cash quickly?

The strange thing is that as medical knowledge increases, more are showing up, evolving or manifesting as patterns that can have extreme consequences along with those that we see plaguing genealogies within family trees. Some that even appear to skip generations only to appear out of left field in a modern day child, teen, early adult or later on in their lives in relentless ways. Drug treatments and therapies seem to mostly manage symptoms but not give the body what it needs to heal and balance the pattern.

Even though we have the most advanced medical system in modern history, and are living longer on average compared to generations before us, we are still predictably losing health at roughly the same age as our ancestors – our “Health Span” begins to decline in our late 30’s t0 late 40’s even though “Life Span” has been extended to our early 70’s.

In effect we are just “Dying Longer!”

Uforia Science

Today, we have gene analysis methods that can identify the genes that predispose us to many conditions that tend to progressively erode our health and vitality and even shorten our lifespan.

We now can take action that provide the body with the raw materials in the way of plant extracts, vitamins and minerals that support the bodys constant efforts to heal and balance itself.

I came into this with the Science of DNA Analysis with manifestations of my own of neuropathy or burning – tingling pins and needle like sensations in my lower legs and feet and chronic digestive inflammation.

Not only did the test results point out exactly what gene variants I’d inherited that were the foundation to these patterns but several others I didn’t know about consciously and that I’d begun to see the manifestation of and had no explanation of why, how or what to do about them despite having lived most of my life at a very high level of fitness and having thrived on a mostly living food plant based diet.

The Plant Based Support was guided by DNA analysis from a DNA test kit.

DNA Is Not Just About Our Ancestors!

You have undoubtedly read about how DNA is being used to discover more about our ancestry, where our long-ago relations came from.

Something that was once in the realms of family tree hearsay and science fiction is now emerging at the cutting edge of gene science.

Countries such as Great Britain and Estonia are building a DNA database of their populations to help improve the nation’s health.

This is real science with real value to us all. [I] [ii]

A new field of study has grown up called nutrigenomics which looks at how nutrition affects the likelihood of contracting cancer and other illnesses.

Nutrigenomics examines how the coding or language payload within our DNA

Think of the vast information archives contained in each strand of your DNA as cell, organ and system instructions on how to function optimally. Within those myriads of lines or layers of encoded instruction can be “Variants” or what we call SNP’s where the code seems to written missing key letters of “The alphabet” so where that line of information cannot be delivered clearly and fully intact or even not all all.

This can produce wrong instructions and thus wrong actions carried out at the delivery end of that Variant or SNP’s intended destination or nothing being delivered leaving those cells, organs or system to starve due to lack of oxygen, raw materials, glucose for energy, resulting in stagnation and poisoning of the cells and systems inner and outer waterways or lymph and cell plasma.

This happening over time produces a backwash of systems that the failing systems were supposed to support, thus creating a multiplying spider web of symptoms traditional medicine had tried to treat or suppress with drug therapies.

Do you see how this could be a problem? How even though we’ve poured trillions into new drug treatments yet people are getting sicker by the year, decade and generation?

DNA SNP’s and Variants effect whether or not our body can deliver nutrients in organically coded chains of instructions and components the body has been and continuously searched for to hold up its encoded directive to constantly heal and balance itself.

Now we can use DNA analysis to create an individual nutritional requirement and deficiency profile that can be linked to terabytes of proven research that catalogs which function and system of the human body responds to and requires which nutrients in its quest to enhance our health and life quality.[iii]

We now know that the unique combination of DNA – Genes that make up any individuals body differs from every other body out there in the way that it processes nutrients (Or Not!) and that too much, or too little of certain nutrients can increase the likelihood of serious illness.

DNA Health In A Snip (SNP)

Recent advances in DNA analysis has enabled scientists to drill into our DNA to fragments of the whole DNA called Single Nucleotide Polymorphism or SNP (Pronounced as ‘snips in genomics circles’)

Variances in these tiny segment of our DNA are the most frequently found type of genetic difference from one human to another.

The SNP represents the substitution of just one nucleotide, a DNA building block.

This is the level at which researchers are finding the variances that enable them to understand the individual needs of humans for optimal fitness and increasing the length of their “Health-Span”.

There’s no longer any real doubt that our DNA controls the way our bodies handle nutrition or that we can improve our health and quality of life by following a nutrition plan that accounts for everyone’s unique genetic profile.[iv]

Uforia Science

How Can You Benefit From Uforia Science Snips?

Earlier I mentioned I had been battling with Neuropathy and Intestinal Inflammation.

My fight started all the way back in my preteen years from a nearly life ending exposure to physician administered drugs that resulted in a several day long 103+ degree fever that damaged much of my nervous system. I’ve fought for almost 5 decades to figure out how to support my body’s innate desire to regenerate or heal and balance itself with Living Foods, Fitness and Hydration with pure water.

It was as I approached my 50’s that I began to see my hard won improvements beginning to go backwards that I knew I had to find some other view on all this to be able to more effectively support my healing and continue my love of endurance sport as a lifestyle.

It was just this past year – August 2021 to be exact that a friend of my wife, sent us a link about an advancement in DNA based insights and analysis that but also included our own personalized DNA analysis on what foods are ideal for each of our own unique DNA profiles, what kinds of fitness activities are ideal based on our genetics and completely custom plant extract based supplements to fill in the voids where our genetic SNP’s indicate they are not getting what they need from what we eat and not likely to get from the commonly available food varieties where we live and travel.

The science also illustrated based on the decoding of our individualized DNA exactly how much of what was missing in our diets we needed to be consuming daily to fully bring all our genetic voids up to snuff to become fully operational in every cell and system.

Today, several companies are hoping to be like Uforia Science by offering DNA analysis, with claims of provide information about how to eat more appropriately while suggesting off the shelf generic supplements made for and by the same companies that make the supplements you see in every drug store and vitamin shop. Nothing specifically for your unique genetic make up at all and not even in doses your gene variants require.

For most of us though, such DNA reports end up being little more than generalized suggestions to “Eat More Greens.”

If we really want to benefit from the insights that DNA analysis and nutritional profiling can offer, then something else is needed.

You need a way to ensure that you are getting the actual nutritional elements, the macro, and micronutrients that your body needs.

What you need, if you are to get the best from what DNA research can offer, is nutritional supplements that are created for you, and you alone.

Only in that way can you be sure that your body is getting what it needs to optimize your health.

  • To reduce the chances that systemic degeneration will take out key organs essential to living a long and vital “Health Span”
  • That you don’t become a victim of preventable yet common sub health conditions
  • That the ailments and infirmities that are common around you don’t get a foothold in your body and if any has, give your body exactly what it needs to move back towards optimal health

Just about every biological reason we die from can be traced now to a pattern of Genetic Variants or SNP’s that could not deliver their instructional payloads over time resulting in poor performance in and degeneration of the systems behind the symptoms or sudden crisis event that takes so many out of the game of life. [v]

Each company out there claims to offer to identify “The SNP’s you need to know about. Right?

At the moment, there are, as I noted above, several companies offering to provide reports into your DNA profile related to nutrition, but Uforia Science is the only company of all that’s out there to actually solve the problem of ensuring that you get what you need based on your own exact and unique DNA combination composed of what you inherited from all the generations before you in a precision formulation that’s lab tested for purity and potency.

Here’s how it works:

  • You sign up for a Uforia Science DNA test kit and 30 Day non DNA specific supplement supply to cleanse, begin regenerating the digestive tract and re-seed it with a healthy microbiome to boost the immune system and your digestive efficiency in preparation for your forthcoming custom nutrition.
  • Upon the kits arrival; you provide a DNA sample, via a swab of your mouths inner cheeks lining skin cells. It’s much more accurate that spit/saliva – no discomfort or inconvenience.
  • You send the sample to the Uforia Science laboratory for analysis in the lab grade sealing vessels with a mild preserving solution in our postage paid envelope.
  • Begin taking the “PreTrition” formulation of capsules until your custom formulation is created and arrives.
  • From the time the post office that is handling the return of your sample logs it into their system Uforia will begin keeping you up to date with delivery to our labs, processing, analysis, report generation and finally emailing you a PDF copy and making a copy available through your own personal log in via the web or a downloadable app.
  • The report generated shows exactly what your SNP’s are and whether you inherited a variant from just one parent or the same one from both and which variants that are already being fed based on what you tend to eat in this season of life. What your nutrient needs are from regular food sources and what you’ll need custom supplementation to cover for.
  • A unique package of Uforia nutrition supplements is prepared, packaged and sent to you about 30 days after you sent your DNA sample.
  • The container has your name on it as no one else will have exactly the same selection and ratios of nutrients in their monthly supply as you do.
  • You have the benefit of knowing that you are doing the absolute best for your body, without just throwing money at guesses and hopes as to what your body actually needs ~ wasting both money and allowing your health to be further eroded from the inside out.
Uforia Nutrition

Because there’s a lot that you need to know about how Uforia’s process works, you will want to learn about how the geneticists, DNA experts, and nutritionists at Uforia have researched, developed and refined the process.

You will want to find out just how other people have benefited from personalized nutrition.

You need to feel confident, able to make an informed choice to maximize your nutritional health.

Not only that, but you will want to find out about how Uforia guarantees to keep your genetic and personal data secure – something that not all genetic testing labs do.

You can learn more about how nutrition based upon your unique genetic profile will benefit your health and quality of life by checking out the information here.

[i] https://theconversation.com/personal-dna-tests-might-help-research-but-they-put-your-data-at-risk-110755

[ii] https://www.bionews.org.uk/page_135103

[iii] https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/pdf/10.1586/erm.12.123

[iv] https://academic.oup.com/ije/article/46/2/578/2622850

[v] https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2137135/Uforia Science

Rating: 5 based on 5 reviews

Reviewed by: Stephen Pierce

Date Reviewed: 04/18/2019

Uforia Science comes as a great surprise to the DNA testing market because they not only offer you a convenient home DNA test kit.

You also get accurate DNA test results. However, that’s just the beginning. Uforia Science custom designs nutritional supplements based on your DNA.

That means, that instead of following the one size fits all health advice that is in abundance on the internet, you can know exactly what your body needs to live a long, strong healthy life.

Based on what your DNA is saying, not what the so called experts are saying.

This is amazing because Uforia Science gives you the ultimate in designer nutrition that is unique to you just like your DNA and fingerprints are unique to you.

If you want to stop guessing what you need to be healthy and strong, if you want to stop following the same’ole advice that isn’t working for you and you’re ready to dial into precisely what your body needs, then I HIGHLY recommend this.

Uforia Science is for men and women who are really looking to get that physical and mental edge in life based on what your own DNA says you need.

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Decolonizing Thyself

This post is about the innate need to truly Know Thyself as the path towards shedding all beliefs, self limiting and self sabotage patterns, reactionary triggers, addictions, assumptions and a crap ton of other baggage we acquire by default being born and forced to adapt to this realm.

I’m prioritizing this topic as the start point or first post to this new blog as; until one is ready to become “Truest Self Conscious”(Thats not a typo)…

Expressing a willingness to shift focus from an outer events and persons being the source of what one is experiencing as life to one of turning “Real Eyes” upon the inner watcher of all, nothing truly progressive can be born into ones experience of life.

When a child is born their consciousness is wide open and perhaps not even limited by their 5 senses.

Example: Mom whose been breast feeding new baby for months since birth and babys eating and sleeping patterns are still all over the place but midwife who assisted in the delivery and has been consulting on babys stages and needs over time insist its time for Mom and Dad to have some “Just Us” time and make the leap of hiring a baby sitter to sit with baby so they can have a “Date Night” out – go see a movie.

Mom gets a manual breast pump and pumps a few bottles of her milk. Puts it in pre-measured amounts in baby bottles in the refrigerator and writes our instructions for the sitter as to when to retrieve a bottle and how to rewarm its contents to body temperature in a pan of warm water in a reasonable amount of time.

She has the baby sitter show up. Confirms she’s confident and comfortable with the baby. Goes over babys probably needs for the time allotted for its parents to be away. Goes over the note with instructions on how to feed baby if and when it indicates its hungry.

Parents leave. 45 minutes into the movie mom turns to dad with a look of distress on her face and holding her breast! Dad ask, “What’s wrong?” She pulls her her hands away briefly revealing her shirt is wet! She responds with, ” My milk is coming in! Baby is awake and hungry! I’ve got to call home! Dad’s not been here before so he decides to follow mom out to the lobby of the theater to listen in on the conversation.

Mom rings baby sitter. Baby sitter answers in distressed voice stating that baby has awakened and started crying. She’s picked up baby to calm her but not happening. Checked diaper and diaper is good. Tried rocking her back to sleep and not going there either.

Mom responds: “She’s hungry! Go get one of the bottles and warm it up real quick. I’ll wait.”

Sitter eventually comes back to the phone with warmed bottle in hand and picks up crying baby. Offers warm bottle of momma… Peace on Earth!

So… How did moms body know what was going down at home? She did solidly “KNOW” as if her baby was speaking and feeling right through time and space.

Long before cell phones, back when my mom was still on this side of the curtain of life and I was traveling all over the country for bicycle road races, I’d go a month or more between phone contact with my mom. My mom was not a lady of a lot of words but she noticed everything about everyone in details that defied logic. Things they had never spoken about or didn’t even know how to speak about.

I can’t begin to count the number of times I picked up the phone and called her and she picked up the phone on the first ring and mind you phones were hard wired to the house walls or phone outlets back then and we had short cord and the phone was not next to a chair or anything else one could be sitting next to it.

She would always say….”I had a feeling you were thinking about me and about to call! How you doing?”

It was always magical that she was like that. She was that way with most of my aunts and uncles and her mom too while my grandmother was alive.

Why did I bother to elaborate all this?

Here’s a kicker… Every single one of us is born with beyond the 5 senses abilities and innate features of our connectedness to those that matter to our survival and thriving in this realm.

Many, if not most will lose touch with these abilities as beliefs and preferences get installed in us with piles of negative and fear based emotions attached that become louder, brighter, more stimulating, and blocking out the subtleties of our finer spirit sense or abilities.

Ever heard of “It’s the squeaky wheel that gets the grease?” That means the wheel bearing that’s making all kinds of noise and vibrations gets the attention whereas the others that are just working fine are tuned out thus out of sight is out of mind.

Same true with our Truest Selves or the spirit that organized and built our bodies so we had these Earth Life Time Space Suits for Doing The Thing Called Life.

Here’s the thing… So our Truest Selves and the qualities and abilities of that spirit being-ness that doesn’t even all fit in our human meat suits gets muted by the noise of our inculturation and indoctrination along with the daily abuse and assault forced upon us to go from eating living foods (Breast Milk) to eating dead foods – cooked stuff that’s been reflavored or even manufactured to deceive the tongue into believing its even ok to let past itself what’s offered as food or nourishment that in raw or unseasoned form is offensive or at best unattractive or bland.

Day by day, week by week, month by month and year by year we feel pulled and pushed further and further from our innate desire to move, eat, sleep, poop and pee, cry, laugh, dream, and even day dream, feel truly connected to anyone deeply.

Does all this mean our Truest Selves are no longer the major player in our day to day lives? Has it really been “buried”? Or even as many feel forever destroyed or broken?

No, its still there. Still intact. Remember, it knows no time, no physical barriers, it was before the body existed. Its the magnetic and intelligently organized invisible to most, a force or spirit pattern that motivated that one sperm out hundreds of thousand, perhaps million to even form, then out swim all the others to magnetically be navigated to that one tiny egg released by momma whose connection with that egg helped it know which sperm was “The One” that would team up with it and coordinate with the life force of momma and to some degree the father that was the bridge for the sperm to begin orchestrating the weaving out of moms ingested foods converted into complex biological sentences of living chemicals that the Truest You’s Life Force narrated the construction of your unique body that became your Home for your learning school called life on Earth.

Remember again that this Life Force and any intention sent out into it knows no boundaries or limitations. So even if its seemingly tiny baby desires become muffled or buried under its early years of let downs, not being heard or understood, being judged, abused, confused, and traumatized, that life force is still there, still responding as perfectly as ever to whatever desires and even beliefs that little persons projects on into adulthood.

The gist of this is that our lives, the lives of others and even what seems like non living things and events do continue to respond to deeply real intentions going outwards and inwards creating a kind of both inner and outer holographic projection of what we most need to learn about ourselves and this realm.

It was back in my 20’s that I began to realize that no matter where I went, traveled to or lived my patterns followed me and recreated themselves over and over again in amazingly creative and a lot of the time painfully repetitive ways and I’d find myself saying “Why me?” …and the patterns would somehow scramble themselves and come back even louder and more boldly and more painfully with each incarnation!

It wasn’t until I decided to ask a different question when thrown to the deck by life that my True Self began clearly show me that I was the power behind the dramas of my life! I shifted to: “What are you trying to teach me?” Which comes out of curiosity instead of “Why ME?” which implies I’m victim and being punished for what?

It was this turning of my spiritual inner eyes towards what seemed like a dim elusive voice within that allowed me to turn on the darkness that haunted me only with compassion and curiosity instead of spite and avoidance. It was this shift that allowed my Truest Self to ratchet down the need to grab me by the neck and put me down on the deck just to get my attention.

It was the real me or Higher Self, helping me spot the imposter me, (The ego or fabricated self made of beliefs and opinions laced with reckless use of life-force we commonly refer to as emotions polarized as positive and negatively charged) and bit by bit bringing me to modalities, insights and others further along than I that helped me expand the gap between ego and Truest Self so all these phenomena could be witnessed and “Inner Stood”.

This my friends is the first stage of Decolonizing Thyself. Consciousness is the beginning of healing.

More to come on this topic

Cheers,

Erskien Lenier